CNY
这次的新年，终于全家又一起出来玩了！这次去到BELAWAI海边！！！真的很幸福😃这次新年回来感觉更想家了。。。
莫名想哭
参加了整天的全教会计划日，半路偷睡了一下。 突然间很down,，很想哭，但是不懂为什么😢 最近这几天突然多了很多的东西和服侍。。。加油吧！靠主刚强！💪🏻
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续~
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After CPR
Today is the day after the CPR end. Though this is the first time I lead it, there were many emotions and feeling throughout this CPR. At first, it was really challenging to have it during study week, as this would be an uneasy and busy study week for me. At the moment I wrote this blog, I still haven't prepared for my final yet...Feel missing to the CPR, even we had had a marathon meeting for 3 days long, but thank God that we had a good fellowship and get well known to each other more. This morning received a message from Samuel about what he thought I was dissatisfied with him. But who know, actually both of us have the same feeling. I am thinking the same way as well, that he is not dissatisfied with me. Maybe I should be more tolerate to him, and think before I say, for what we say from our mouth must benefit the others. I really thank him for voicing it out. God knows what I am thinking and worry about. But I believe that in God I can do anything that He wants me to do for Hi...
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