七月·安生
好吧，取这个名字纯粹是因为有“七月”这个字。每年的7月似乎都是最难熬的一个月。很多负面的想法都会选择在这个时候出现。hmm...I have been thought about the questions about lives and death after grandma passed away. And this is the reason that brought me away from GOD. I feel like I don't believe in this God anymore. Why He wanted to select who will be saved and who will not? Why I was born in a non-Christian family? Why do we need to be separated after death? I and doubting, and yet I have no answers to my questions. End of week 4 of my internship. Boring...Boring....and BORING!!! That's why I have the time to write my blog. Seeing other coursemates have a lot of works and learning, but I have none. This makes me so scared that I may fail my IT, but there's nothing I can do but to accept it at all. Maybe trying to negotiate for a PPM next week though. Thinking about where should I go and what should I do after my graduation. I hope to stay local with parents, not need to plan for too many things, but I don't know what I